Saturday 12 January 2013

:(

今年的农历新年
不能和妈妈到处去拜年了
因为.......................................................................



:'(


对不起
我竟然帮不上一点忙......





Wednesday 19 December 2012

Now I'm lying on the cold hard ground


"I guess I just lost my balance
I think that... the worst part of it all wasn't losing her, it was losing me."

"I heard you moved on, from the whispers on the street."

"I don't know if you know who you are, until you lose who you are."

Ohh~~ I think I've fell for Taylor Swift! hahahaha.. OMG!!
How can I not like her songs when her songs are so RELATED to me!! hahaha.
And guess what? I love the way she dressed in the MTV of "I knew you were trouble"
May be someone dressed like that before too? hahaha...
SO COOOOL~~
By the way, I wasn't saying you were trouble, ok? (you know who you are) THANKS.
And thanks to Janice.'Cause of her (don't know good or bad influence) I started to like RED, 
by Taylor Swift too.  :P

"Loving her is like driving a new Maserati down a dead end street
Faster than the wind
Passionate as sin, ended so suddenly."

"Losing her was blue like I'd never known
Missing her was dark grey all alone
Forgetting her was like trying to know somebody you've never met
But loving her was red
Loving her was red."

"Remembering her comes in flashbacks and echoes
Tell myself it's time now, gotta let go
But moving on from her is impossible
When I still see it all in my head."

p/s: it was "him" instead of "her". I changed to "her" cause mine was "her".


Ahhhhh~~ HOW HOW HOW??! 
Gonna grab her NEW ALBUM, man!! 




Ok, I'm not a fan of Taylor Swift. But who cares??! Her songs totally fit my situations!! 
And her voiceeee~~ Hell yeah!! 



Now, tell me do I look like Taiwanese? HAHAHA.. 
Those specs just fit my face PERFECTLY!
Don't you agree? Hehe~ :)










P/S: We haven't been talking for 7 days. 

Saturday 15 December 2012

目标



我会努力赚钱
努力工作
我将带着你站在世界的顶端
去过真正的贵族生活!

我一定要做到!!!!



加油!




陈曼芝
你可以的
加油 努力
这点小伤算什么
什么大风大浪没有遇过
要勇敢的抬起头 挺胸向前走
只要是你想要做到的事情 没有什么人事物阻挡得了你
伤口可以愈合的 需要的 只是时间
珍惜现在所拥有的
不要抱怨 要感恩

陈曼芝
你可以的
你真的可以的!







Thursday 13 December 2012

我认输........

我不敢哭 因为我不想认输
我不敢哭 或许也是种认输
爱你却说不出
就当作祝福







12-12-12, 好日子??

人家都说121212会是个好日子 因为一生人就只有那么一次的重叠数字
听说在12-12-12 中午12.12 有许多新人结为夫妻 共谐连理
愿有情人 终成眷属




我? 哈哈哈...
在12-12-12 临晨12.12 发了封短信给她 .....
好傻 好傻 对她来说那就只不过是个数字 毫无意义可言
这天对我来说并非像人们说的那么好
我们 又吵架了
这一次我被气到什么话都骂了
而你仿佛是用你的文字狠狠的给我盖巴掌一样
脏话 狠话 气话
凡是难听的无一不说就对了
心很酸.... 真的不知道我到底做错了什么让我们之间的关系变得那么僵
我纯粹希望我们还可以像以前一样 有说有笑的
但你就是要在我们之间建起了围墙
回不去从前 到不了以后 我们在做什么
芸 够了 真的够了
心被伤得没有空间呼吸了
不要再来打击它 在伤口上撒盐了好不好
不爱就不爱了 不要再让我受伤害
至少让我保留我仅有的自尊 好吗?
从此 你走你的阳关道 我过我的独木桥

___________________________________________________________

12-12-12 不像传说中那么好 所以决定了去买醉
喝了整jug的 bourbon coke 我依然清醒
我的妈呀~
真的是浪费我的钱,啊~~~~!!!!

恐怖的人群,哈哈哈

告诉自己要尽情享受 尽情跳舞
脑海就是不听使唤的让一些不该出现的画面浮现
答应自己不可再想你 不可以让自己再为这段结束的恋情掉眼泪
答应自己心情再怎么槽都好 也要咬紧牙关
好好的过!











等了你六个月 依然等不到你回头
但是我告诉自己 我不后悔 
至少我等过 没有遗憾 对得起自己 :)



如果"芸"知道

爱一旦结冰 一切都好平静
泪水它一旦流尽  只剩决心
放逐自己在黑夜的边境 
任由黎明一步一步向我逼近
想你的心化成灰烬 

真的有点累了 没什么力气
有太多太多的回忆 哽住呼吸
爱你的心我无处投递 
如果可以飞檐走壁找到你
爱的委屈 不必澄清
只要你将我抱紧

如果云知道 想你的夜慢慢熬
每个思念过一秒 每次呼喊过一秒
只觉得生命不停燃烧 
如果云知道 逃不开纠缠的牢
每当心痛过一秒 没回哭醒过一秒
只剩下心在乞讨
你不知道...